i am looking for a sign if i am doing the right thing.
im scared and nervous and unemployed.
this reads like i am pathetic. LOL maybe i am .
i guess while i am at it i should add to my pathetic list i am also single.
gay and single if i were to play the race card.
so where do i go from here and how do i fix it?
is it fixable?
does it need to be fixed? well maybe the job part does.
here it goes.
i am employable..... i have been unemployed for the past 2 months.
in my world of work that is unusual for me. i am a freelance artist.
i needed to take some time off and now im having a hard time getting back into it.
work that is. althought at times ......ok most of the time i would love the distraction of work to keep my mind occupied .
i am also in the process of buying a loft.
that in its self is HUGE at least for me. on one hand i feel like a dumb ass. i am overwhelmed by everything involved with the process on the other hand it beats trying to invest my money any other way.
